I realise that choosing and reading the books represent how i felt right now.
When i saw a book cover that interest me, i will try reading.
And as i read and i find that the introduction part seen interesting, i will continue reading it till the story end. No matter how many pages the story had, i will still read on and become addicted to the book. But as the story came to an end, i will feel reluctant to let go of the book as i find that it is a good book but if i find that it is a bad book, i will never ever want to read a story like this again.
How do reading the book describe my feelings then?
Answer is every book that i had choosen seen to represent the numbers of boyf that i had in the past and up till now.
Whenever i took fancy on a guy, i will wish that we could carry on further and see how it turn out. For those "Bad Books" that i find not worth reading on or read it again, i will just throw it aside and continue finding the book that suit me.
As for those "Good Books", it either end too early or just not meant to be reading so no matter how reluctant i don wish to let go of the book, it eventually slip off my hand itself.
But now that i found a more than good book, i am reluctant to let it slip away from my hands. Instead if letting it be, i am hugging the book tight as i don't wish this book to end so fast when we hadn't had an ending part to fill in.
Also, i don't wish to have another book anymore, for this shall be my last romance with him. I don't need other author, I jus need GTYK to be the author with me and i do cherish it.
Baby come back to me.D:Labels: I miss baby zhu.D:
